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im in love.
if you love the people who love you.. it means nothing.
you help the people that help you, or your nice to the people who are nice to you..... what SACRAFICE is that?
God has comanded us to to love... period..."well, he stole from me"
"well, she cheated on me" "well, he stole my girlfriend" "well, he shot
me"
God says, "so?"
and love is one of the things that you do not hafto feel. infact, the feeling MAY come, but proubly not....
Love is one thing to dilligantly work hard at implimenting.....
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seriously... work hard.... if you dont practice it... then ok, we all
have probloms doing so.. and saten is a real entity, who is trying to
stop us... but try... always strive.
maby you diddint
love enough today. its ok, God still loves you, you are still
beautifull.... tomarrow is another day.... to work dilligantly to love.
soemthings.... not to fabracate love, but to change your mindset.
-tie string on your finger or wrist.
-tell yourself that you love them... may feel its a lie, but if the
holy spirit lives in you, then it is not a lie, you just cant feel it.
-force yourself to do things for others, mainly what you DO NOT want to
do, because you know that love is an action, and you know that God
knows all.
these things will not make it fake.. but
they will make it real... YOU have a river of life flowing out of
YOU!!! release it. dont wait till you feel it, have some solid faith,
and strive to do it.
maby look up some verses.
-what is the two greatest comandmants.
-hebrews 13
-1 john 4:7-11
"walk in the light" 1john 1:7
this is to walk in Gods love... a key to walking in the spirit (galations 5:16-)
"tell me you have faith, and i will show you my faith by my works"
-arther of hebrews said something like that : P
you not a bad person for falling in areas, your nothing buy human. yet that is not an excuse. | | |
| things are crazy. got a lot on the tabel. got a lot of choices.
dang. soooo much.
i want to talk!!!
someone call!!!!
finally got back to the jym since the wreck a few weeks ago.
im working on the punching bag a whole lot. very good for realising aggression.
YES, i kick someone's ass in my mind, every time.
YES, its always the same person,
NO, its not a girl.
here is the chorus to a song im putting music to:
".....i used to......
But i hate you now.
When you invade my dreams,
And i cant sleep,
Cant even close my eyes.
I hate you now!
You hold my memories,
Tight in your grip,
deep in your hips."
i pretty much have all the hermonics worked out. and the more i learn the easier these are.
if i wasnet in a small town, i could find someone to work on this suff with.
but no.
after i got back to work, i got back into shape real quick. i miss
rugby but i dont think i will have time when i get back to wayland. if
they still have it.
ok, im all updated. i think i sill have one or 2 friends on here. but thats pushing it.
conrad jones.
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| hey wayland people.
my soul has walked a million miles since iv been gone.
i may find my way back to wayland.
its doubtfull that anyone will read my page, but if you do.
then hey!!
the world is full of beautifull people.
leave a comment if you dont mind
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| turning over a new leaf..... or, kinda an old leaf.
im an asshole now.... again..... from now on.
kinda like becker. | | |
| i feel sick.
i begenning to feel like my love is worthless.
not really important to anyone.
noone wants it, it feels weird.
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